16 Hours Later and Not Much Closer

Bruce and I arrived at Valley Medical hospital in Renton at 3pm yesterday. They did another ultrasound but still didn’t see or hear a heart beat. Wanted to sob but didn’t seem to have it in me just looked at it numbly. So the process started and at first things were looking like they might…

Faith as Small as a Mustard Seed

Tonight as I toss and turn trying to go to sleep knowing that tomorrow there is a high probability I will be delivering my dead 31 week old son I am reminded that Jesus says we can have faith as small as a mustard seed and He answers us. So with so many of you…

Still Praying For Healing

It’s been over 24 hours since we found out our 31 week old son does not have a heartbeat. It feels so surreal. We went in for prayer at our church’s prayer meeting tonight and was reminded that even in the midst of our pain there are many people experiencing pain….. It could be easy…

Do You Ever Wonder Why?

Today we found out that our 31 week old unborn son is dead. I went in for the normal pregnancy check up to find out things were not so normal. Why? The doctors have no clue….. He was moving yesterday and yet today he’s gone….. Bruce and I had had a very hard time deciding…

This is Character

The beginning of my 8th grade year we found out my Dad had AIDS and that he had been living a double life for multiple years. For the next 10 months my Dad went from a collapsed lung from Ammonia to full blown AIDS. During this season my Mom could of chosen to bad mouth my…

Being Content

We as part of the American society have mastered the art of making people feel discontent and not satisfied with what we have. It’s all about living the American Dream where more is better rather than finding peace with the little we have and being content. In so many circumstances we have also lost sight…

Pressing On To The Future

“Forgetting what is behind and straining toward what is ahead, I press on toward the goal to win the prize for which God has called me heavenward in Christ Jesus.” Philippians 3:13-14 Not sure if anyone else ever struggles with this but I find that there are times in life that I get caught up in the…